Down and then up

Yesterday I decided to be confrontational without actually facing the person. I've been told that I need to be more confrontational at times. Sara Bareilles' Brave was totally calling me out with John Mayer in the background telling me to say what I need to say. Not really, though it feels that way. Anywho, yesterday I was bitter and angry. Now I have to pay it forward and find something that makes me happy and gush about it.

Tonight I spent the with my mother and sister. It was the final tutoring session for math. My mother's final is tomorrow. She made spaghetti whilst my sister and I acted ridiculous. We talked about the work. I tried to convince my mother that I pierced my nose in spite of that not being conducive for me keeping my job. As the night progressed I found myself reenacting a slow-mo dance sequence from Dirty Dancing with my mother. Later my sister and I threw a concert singing along to Motown hits. This was the ongoing sideshow to me double checking the work my mother knows how to do.

What's more, I was able to share my current obsession. YouTube. I forced them to watch twins high-fiving each other just because I found it funny. Then I went on to watch way too many videos and almost had my sister committed to watching daily vlogs. I told her not to because it's a whole that you'll fall into and never get out. It was a good night, full of dancing, great food and better laughter.