Always tired

So it appears my research project was a set up for when I couldn't think of anything else to talk about. It'll have to take the back burner because I have something to talk about again.

I am always tired. I mean always. I come home from work at 6 PM and can immediately go to bed. This is after getting a full night's sleep. I sleep through the night without interruptions and still feel drained the next day. I wonder if stress wears you out. I know depression does. Frankly I feel it all boils down to me being unhealthy. Lack of exercise and not eating right is probably what's dragging me down. Even knowing that I have no desire to get up and do anything.

On a day where I not expected to be anywhere, I will gladly not get out of bed until late afternoon. I don't feel remotely guilty about that. I already know that I'm lazy so the actualization doesn't faze me. I just wish it wasn't so hard to motivate myself to get up and go to work. I mean, I do get up and go to work. Bills need to be paid regardless of one's desire to get out of bed. I just wish it wasn't so much work to get up in the morning. Why do I love my bed so much?

Speaking of which, I think I'll go spend some quality time with it.