I have difficulty working with people who I don't feel are intelligent. This is such a bad thing to state. Why is it that the moment you decide that you would rather an environment of competent people you become the opposite of a team player? Suddenly I can't be a go getter if I find it hard to look at someone I feel is stupid and keep working... Okay, I get that one, but it's the truth. I get extremely irritable when I find myself having to follow a bad leader.
With all of my issues in followship (which of course, is the opposite of the leadership) roles I'm beginning to thing that my problems just stem from my bullheadedness. I am so stubborn. I want to do things my way. I understand that there is a reason for things to be done a certain way. However, show me a way that makes little sense and I will either fight it or fight myself to keep from fighting it. Ridiculous, I know. It is a constant struggle for me to not be the most irritating person to work alongside.
I also have issues with being told to do something a certain way only for it to be changed at whim. Basically I'm just full of reasons to whine and complain. I should probably work on being a better me. Dang it. All of my complaints stem back to be not being a good enough person. Screw me and my logical thoughts about myself.
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