Below average

I'm sleepy but not sleeping. Nothing that I ate today felt worth it when I finished. I just don't feel all too well. Maybe tomorrow will be better. I'll just put an album on and try to sleep it off.

Chair dance

A night on the town has made for a late night in. I went to a bar with some of my co-workers. There was a live band playing which I was not expecting. Times like tonight always have me wishing that I had as much rhythm standing up as I do sitting down. I can do an incredible chair dance, but when I stand up it's a different story. I'm not completely without moves. I just have a lack of follow through that I doesn't seem to plague me while I'm sitting. Anyway, I got to get my make-up applied by a friend. She did a smoky eye that I never thought I could pull off. I loved it. Now I must turn in. I feel that I'm going to dislocate my jaw from all of the yawning.

Sushi

So much sushi. I went out with friends after work to indulge in sushi. A group of my friends have found that we care to have sushi more than our pocket books allow. It's a sad thing, loving something so much and not being able to have it. But then one of the girls found a solution.

There is a sushi buffet that only cost $11 for all you can eat. Which is good because I always feel as though I can eat more when I finish eating sushi. That and I'm hungry again soon afterward. Today that was not the case. I'm still rather full. It's a glorious feeling being full.

Now I need to sleep off my fatigue.

Talk about exhausted

I keep falling asleep before completing this entry. Each time I wake up there's something sitting on my bed like a surprise from the last time I was awake. I'm not sure what's got me so drained, but it has hit me bad.

Today I came home to one of the item on the list of things that I just wanted to arrive waiting for me. This is always exciting for me. I dropped everything at the door and gave it all of my attention. It wasn't disappointing at all. I'm going to go ahead and turn in again as I have to A) get up in few hours and B) my body seems to be against this whole being awake thing.

I really want to go to bed

It's 9 o'clock and I'm waiting for a phone call that should be happening in about an hour and a half from now. I already wish I were in bed. I'm trying to find things to do as I stare too intently into this screen to keep my contacts comfortable in my eyes. Time for them to come out.

Now that that is done, I've resorted to playing dress up in my closet. There is a dress that has yet to make it's debut in public. Well, Saturday night a celebration is in order and I'm going to put my little dress on and slink out on the town. If only I did better in heels. I'm still yearn for sleep.

I am still trying to motivate myself to not turn in for the night and miss my phone call.

Laundry. I have laundry to do. That will keep me busy.

Always waiting

So now I'm in a state of waiting. While my computer has shown the compacity to at least turn on and respond to me, it still takes about forty five minutes for it to get to that point. This leaves me waiting impatiently for my new beast to arrive. As I get very attached to my devices, it isn't that I am ready to replace my antiquated machine so much as I'm ready to have more processing power. It will be nice to not have to carve out an hour and a half of my day just to write a quick blog entry.

I seem to be one for constantly testing my patience. I constantly find myself engaging in things that keep me at arms length from instant gratification. Do to a mix of crowd funding projects and customized orders I can name several things that I am waiting to get to me without any idea as to how long it will take for them to arrive.

Let's see there's a DVD set for an internet series, a DVD of a documentary, my new laptopplus the Microsoft program (coming in a seperate package), and a record. I love things, have I mentioned that yet? Maybe I should do a better job of being impatient and stop ordering things with an open-ended delivery date. Now I just want my stuff.

I may have failed but I will not give up.

What's this? I still blog? Yes. Yes, I do. It's been a bit of a doozie the last two weeks or so.

Two weeks ago I got very sick. A stomach bug knocked me on my butt. I spent the day in bed except for the times that I was rushing for the nearest toilet to revisit my previous meals. It was terrible. I completely wrecked my throat. All week I felt drained. I decided to give myself a week off from blogging to convalesce. The rest of my week consisted of me coming home from work just to go straight to bed. If I did anything with anyone it was noted that I was only a shell of myself. I started to feel better about six days later.

So why has it been two weeks since my last entry? My computer has been extremely angry with me. I'm realizing that I may have caused it more so than I realized. For days my computer would come on and be on for hours, like 6 hours, and have difficulty responding to commands. I'm used to my computer needing some time to warm up. I've had it for almost eight years, not to mention I didn't know a thing about computers so I bought it with a laughable amount of RAM. I didn't even know to look for that sort of thing when I bought it. Actually after doing some digging I found that my computer has 512 MB of RAM and 70 GB of memory. Absolutely insane. I've since upped the RAM to 2 GB.

All of that being said, I cut the relationship between the external hard drive and my CPU sooner than it cared. It caused my computer to freeze. I had to force it to shut down. Once I started it up again, it still spent issues responding to me. I finally am having success now choosing to keep my computer disconnected from my external hard drive. Unlike automatically having it connected from the beginning. With my abysmal amount of hard drive space juxtaposed to my ever growing music collection, I can't keep my music stored my laptop anymore. Anywho, this last freeze up has caused me to get off my butt about getting a new one. I am officially deciding to replace my baby. I got seven and a half years of use from her. I feel sad to let her go, but part of my 2014 project requires way more computing power than I have. It's time.

I'm upgrading. Saying goodbye to the beautiful machine that kept me sane for almost eight years. Upgrading from 2 GB to 8 GB. Going from 70 GB of memory to 1 TB. It's on.